“TOM TERRIFIC: THE MAN WHO DIED FOR JESUS”

When it came to things he could see, touch, and understand, few men had more courage than Thomas the Twin (which is what Didymus means in the Greek). When Jesus told his followers that he was going to Judea because Lazarus needed him, they were frightened because they were nearly stoned when they left Judea. “We can't go to Lazarus because the Jewish leaders will kill us.” This is what the disciples thought and it was a distinct possibility... but Thomas said, "Let's go and die with him!" And that was terrific. Also, according to Christian tradition, Thomas traveled to India after the first Pentecost, where he preached "Christ crucified and risen" and ministered in His name... until he was martyred himself in the year 72AD. He was run through with a spear because he wouldn't bow to an idol, and that was surely terrific. Tom could give his life for things he could see, touch, feel, and understand, but he wasn’t comfortable with things that he didn’t understand. When Jesus said, "I will return and take you to be with me so that where I am you will be also (and) you know the way to the place where I’m going," his disciples were silent. If they didn’t understand what their teacher had said, they were afraid to say so… but Thomas spoke up. "Master," he said, "we don't know where you're going. How can we possibly know the way?" It was an honest question and it led to one of the best known verses in the Bible, "I am the truth and the life and the way," and that is terrific! We could know Thomas as "Courageous Tom," but we don't. We know him as "Doubting Thomas," with an inference that he's sort of second-rate, and here's why. On the evening of Easter Sunday- the disciples were hiding behind closed doors, and Jesus appeared to them! "Shalom, alakem," he said. "Peace to you," and he showed them his hands and his side, which filled them with joy. Then he gave them the Holy Spirit and the power to liberate others by forgiving them. They were empowered and Spirit-filled... but Thomas wasn't with them! He was out doing something else. Maybe he was more afraid that the others, maybe he just wanted to be alone. We don't know, but when he showed up, the others told him that they had seen the Lord... and Thomas couldn’t believe them. He wasn't able to take a leap of faith. So he asked to see the very things that the others had already seen- the wounds in Jesus' hands and sides... and rather than ignoring or judging him, Jesus responded... by showing up again, on the first Sunday after Easter. Thomas, he said, if you need to... reach out and touch my wounds. Put your hands in my side... and believe... and Thomas believed. His doubt gave way to the boldest confession of faith in the entire Bible. He cried out, "My Lord and My God!" This passage is filled with sermon material, but today I will say only this: 1) Doubt is not the opposite of belief- so don't give up or throw in the towel if you find yourself doubting! Indeed, your doubt may lead to greater faith, just as it did for Thomas; 2) There is a big difference between someone who doubts and a doubter, just as there is a big difference between someone who drinks alcohol and an alcoholic. So don’t let your doubts have their way with you- use them to grow your faith. Study, read, join a Bible study, ask questions, pray; 3) Jesus appears to us IN THE MIDST OF our doubts and our fears. We may feel God’s presence when we’re feeling great ourselves, but God is always present! There is nothing that God can't do; there's no one too lost or too far gone for God; there is no barrier that's strong enough to keep God out. When you're brokenhearted, fearful, doubting, scared to death... claim your faith and turn to God because these things will never keep God out; 4) Thomas is just like all the others, he wanted proof. And many of us are in the same boat. We long for proof. We strive for greater faith and we honestly hope for it, even while we're crying for something tangible, that we can get a hold of and measure. If we would only have seen Jesus ourselves, heard him teach, witnessed a miracle, saw his face, and touched his wounds; if only we had stood at the bottom of his cross, or at least, had a Damascus Road experience like Paul did... then we would believe. Surely we would, but these things will not be part of our journey… which is why Jesus said that those who believe without seeing our the most blessed of all! Amen.

SONGS OF CHRISTMAS

“Hark, the Herald Angels Sing,” “Silent Night,” “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” “What Child is This,” “O Holy Night,” “Mary, Did You Know?” Songs that glorify and praise God. Songs that describe some part of the Christmas miracle. I love them, but there are many other Christmas songs, aren’t there? Songs that capture the joy of Christmas, the warmth of family on Christmas, how Christmas itself affects people, and of course, the silly songs about Christmas. There are a lot of Christmas songs that we don’t sing in church (for good reason)- songs like “Rock Around the Christmas Tree,” “Run Rudolph Run,” “Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer,”“When My Heart Finds Christmas,” “Aint’s No Chimneys in the Projects,” and Tom Waite’s wonderful song, “Christmas Card from a Hooker in Minneapolis.” I love Christmas songs in all of their forms and genres. They try to describe the indescribable, to tell of a joy that surpasses understanding, and to deal with a moment that is both soft and sweet, and radical and threatening. Christ is born in Bethlehem (house of bread). The anointed Savior lives and he is the King of Kings. Unto you a child is born- unto you who are unclean, uninvited and unwelcome, unto you who are tied to your machine in the factory, your desk and paper, or your kitchen sink, unto you who have walked mostly uphill in the rain and who have grown weary making lemonade out of life’s lemons- unto you, a forgiver and a life-giver is born! Sing it out! Joy to the world! Unto you Christmas has come… and whether you get all that you want, or nothing at all, you will never be dismissed as a nobody again- not in God’s eyes- for unto you, a Savior is born! The characters of Christmas will soon fill the stage in our churches- Mother Mary and Joseph, and their newborn child; the cattle and the sheep (their numbers vary depending on the number of children in the church), the feeding trough is there, the room is filled with unclean shepherds and the foreign astrologers who had seen the star are there too, although it’s not quite accurate. The innkeeper is out of sight, Herod is lurking behind the curtain, and we know that the critics, the doubters, and the powers-that-be, will soon challenge and a reject both the singer and the song… but it doesn’t matter really, because unto… you... Christ is born! Mary’s boy is born! So lift your hands in praise and raise your voices… for he is calling you to a joyful and purposeful life, which will go on and on and on, forever! Amen. If you are hungry in all the ways we get hungry, he will feed you; if you are thirsty, he will give you a drink of living water; if you are naked and vulnerable, shabby and embarrassed, he will clothe you; if you are lost, if you are walking in the shadows, and you can’t see where you are going, because of the tears in your eyes, He will walk with you and carry you if you fall; if you are chained and imprisoned in all the ways we get chained, He will save your souls and set you free; if you’re shut-in, shut-away, shut-down, and shut-up, if your voice is silenced and unheard, He will listen to your story and open doors that have long been shut to you; if you have trouble living, remember that his eye is on the sparrow, and if you are afraid of dying, know that those who trust in Christ will never die! Christmas is worthy of a 1000 songs. Christmas is worthy of adoration and praise! They say that we should put Christ back in Christmas … but Christ is Christmas… and apart form Christ, Christmas loses its meaning because He is the gift! And without, Christmas, there is little to sing about because, for every sentimental song we know, there is a sad song too. We can’t make Christmas good or bad, not really, because it is not about us. It’s about the gift of life that God chose to give us because He so loved the world. Without Christ, Christmas will be gone as soon as the company leaves, but with Christ, it will change who we are and how we live. Christmas is surely worth a song and I will close with the first Christmas song. It was sung by Mother Mary, and the words go like this: My soul magnifies the Lord and my spirit has rejoiced in God my Savior. I sing because I must! I celebrate my Lord and praise God from the depths of my being… Because He has been mindful of the humble state of his servant. In a world where everyone is known by a number, my Lord knows my name. He has an eye on me and I am somebody to him- somebody worth blessing and worth calling to a sacred place. From now on generations will call me blessed, for the Mighty One has done great things for me- holy is his name. His mercy extends to those who fear him from generation to generation, He has performed mighty deeds with his arm; he has scattered those who are proud in their inmost thoughts. He has scattered those who are drunk on their own wine, who are lost in their own thoughts, blind to God’s presence, and deaf to God’s invitation. He has brought down rulers from their thrones, but has lifted up the humble. He has brought those who think little of him… down, and lifted up those who know they need him and who embrace him as their Lord. He has filled the hungry with good things, but has sent the rich away empty. He has blessed those who hunger for righteousness and justice, but dismissed those who think that it is all about them. He has helped his servant Israel, remembering to be merciful  to Abraham and his descendants forever just as he promised our ancestors.” It is Christmas and the King of Kings has arrived. He is partial to those who see that they need a Savior and also to those who hunger for justice and righteousness. He has an eye on those who struggle and tread water. He is mindful of their need for love, grace, new beginnings and joy… and he offers these gifts to all who would receive them. It’s Christmas, and the God of renewal, empowerment, and mercy… has showed up in a cattle shed, in a nothing little town, in an occupied state. Sing a song of salvation. Sing a song of grace. Sing a song of acceptance. Sing a song of love. Sing a song of victory. And sing of gratitude too. Joy to the world! Good for you… because unto you a Savior is born!

When Christmas Was All About Me

       Well, its Christmas time and I'm a little nostalgic again. I think about the Christmases my brothers and I had when we were growing up. They were traditional and festive. Mom and dad tried their best to give us a good Christmas and mother made sure that the dollar amount spent on each one of us was exactly the same. Dad was around more on Christmas... as we gathered with family and friends to celebrate and open our gifts. Since we weren't a religious family, Christmas, for us, was a time when we gathered together, had fun, and opened gifts.
      There was more drinking than there needed to be, but Christmases were good for my brothers and me because we always got more than enough presents. As a kid, I looked forward to Christmas, but I was concerned that things were "just right." It was up to me to give just the right gifts to others, and I had lot of anxiety about receiving just the right gifts myself. Even as we gathered to celebrate, I had a secret fear that I would disappoint someone... or be disappointed myself... which brings me to the Christmas when I received a shotgun instead of the bowling ball. I was bowling in league at the time and I wanted my own bowling ball. My father, on the other hand, wanted me to join him and my brothers on their hunting adventures. He didn't take many days off, but sometimes, he would get up extremely early and hunt pheasants in a farm field... or take a day trip to his duck blind. I'm sure that he saw hunting as a right of passage and as something we could bond around because he wasn't into sports... but I hated hunting and my heart was set on a bowling ball.
      I made my wishes known for weeks before Christmas, but come Christmas morning, there it was- a brand new shotgun. My number one, central gift, was a stupid shotgun... and I was devastated! My Christmas was ruined because it didn't meet my expectations. It didn't play out as I had envisioned it and I was heartbroken. I was fixated on what I wanted and I couldn't appreciate what I had actually been given. Christmas, it seems, was all about me. I couldn't let go and celebrate the joy that others were experiencing. And I kept struggling to accept things as they were until I first believed! Yes, until I first believed.

      When I accepted that God had sent his Son to save my soul, I felt loved for the first time in my life. A peace that I had not known before came over me, and knowing that I had been accepted by grace... freed me to accept others. Now, I look forward to Christmas without anxiety because I am focused on Christ instead of myself. Indeed, once I had got out of the driver's seat and "let God," the ride became much more enjoyable, and I know that Christmas will be good because things are good when God's in charge! My brothers are gone now and I would give anything to see them at Christmas. Mom and dad are gone too, and it's been over 60 years since I received a shotgun as a present... but if I could do it over again, I would say, "Thank's for the gun, dad. It's beautiful. Do you have time to take us out shooting later this week?"

 

GRACE AND NOTHING ELSE AT ALL

A friend once told me that her pastor preached "responsible grace," and while I think I know what she had in mind, grace cannot be burdened with any adjective. Grace is simply grace, unearned, undeserved, unfair, and hard to understand. It must be unmerited and unconditional to be grace at all. I've known people- perhaps you have too- who seem to believe that grace ought to be given to those who are "trying hard," or who will "appreciate it," or who "won't need it again." But this cannot be grace because grace cannot keep score. Grace is unfettered and undeserved loving kindness. It forgives those who will "straighten out their ways"... and those who won't. It lifts up those who will "pass it forward"... and those who won't. It blesses those who are very, very good... and those who aren't even trying to be good! Grace seems unfair to us and most people feel as if they don't "deserve" it. They don't... deserve it... but it is the only hope we have                                                                                                                                         

When God "speaks" to us. it is grace... when God listens to us, it is also grace...when God clothed Adam and Eve, it was grace... when     Jesus dined with Zacchaeus, it was grace...when a Rainbow appears in the sky...when a wound heals...when hope rises, it is grace...when   people stick with us and don't run away...when they don't give up on us, it is grace...a smile is grace... so is a tear... when Jesus hung on his  cross and welcomed the thief hanging next to him into his kingdom, it was grace and when the Son of God ended his work by saying, "Father, forgive them," it was amazing grace!

 "Rain is grace," Updike said. "Grace is love that stoops and rescues," according to John Scott. "Listen to you life," Buechner says, "touch, taste, smell your way to the holy and hidden heart of it (because) life itself is grace." In Rumi's view, "grace comes to forgive and then forgive again." When Jesus talked about forgiving 70 times 7, completely and as a way of life, he was talking about grace. Creation is about grace. Salvation is about grace. Kindness is about grace. Heaven is about grace. Dying with a loved one at your side is grace. Forgiving and loving yourself is grace! It's all about unmerited, unearned. undeserved favor and that is grace! May we dry our tears, leap for joy, and get out there and shower others with grace in Christ's name and for God's sake! Amen.
    

 

WHAT I OWE TO GOD, MY SPOUSE, AND TO CAESAR

 In the 22^nd chapter of Matthew, Jesus is confronted by a group of Pharisees and several Herodians (supporters of Herod) with a question that was designed to entrap him. Rabbi, they said, since we know that you always speak the truth, tell us if it is lawful to pay taxes to Caesar or not? “Show me the coin for the tax,” Jesus said, and they brought him a denarius, which was a day’s pay for a working man. “Whose likeness and inscription is this,” Jesus asked as he looked at the head of Emperor Tiberius, with the inscription: “Tiberius Caesar, son of the deified Augustus.” They said, the likeness and the inscription are Caesar’s, and Jesus replied, “Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God’s.” A clever answer to a loaded question, but what does it mean to us today, as we gather in a society which is much, much more secular and individualistic than anything Jesus and his critics ever knew? What belongs to God? And what belongs to Caesar?

 

What do we owe God? What do I owe God?

 

Obedience? Surely I owe God obedience. The rules and the laws from which they come are all about obedience and Jesus plainly said that those who hear his words… and live them out- do them- are those who love him.

 

Gratitude? Surely I owe God gratitude, for the gift of life, for the gift of love, for the blessings I’ve received, for saving my life and my soul. And how am I to express my gratitude? As our hymn says, “How does the creature say thanks?”

 

Love? Jesus noted that the entire law is based on love. Love God with everything you are- heart, mind, soul, strength- and love your neighbor as yourself. The entire law rests on these.

 

Surrender? I owe God to surrender my will to his, to let him have his way with me, to be “born again” and to grow, day by day, into the person God wants me to be.

 

Authenticity, being real? I owe God the real me. Trust- letting go. I owe God a relationship that involves conversation, laughter, and tears, just like any other important relationship!

 

Investment. I owe God a sincere effort to invest and commit to my relationship with him. To really listen to God as God speaks to me through the Bible, through the people around me, and through the events of our time.

 

What do I owe to my lover- the one whom God has given me to walk with through this life on earth?

 

Transparency comes to mine. I need to share what is in my heart and on my mind, so that there is opportunity for healing, changing, forgiving, or just knowing what’s going on.

 

Speaking the truth in love, where the words “truth” and “love” both count. Without love, truth can be a blunt instrument and without truth, love is just an illusion.

 

Elbow room. I owe my love space so that he or she can become all that God intended. As Gibran noted, two people should grow in the same garden, but not so closely that one of them blocks the sun from the other.

 

Trust. All relationships worthy of the name are a matter of trust. Keep your promise of fidelity and steadfast love, no matter the temptation, or how things are going in your life.

 

Time. Nothing grows without time and nurturing, not our careers, not our golf games, not our bonds within a relationship. Relationships need to be nourished!

 

Forgiveness is a given because, unless we are willing and able to forgive, our relationships, even with the people we love, are doomed!

 

How about my children? 

 

Well, it seems that we owe our kids at least this much:

Moral guidance through word and example.

Love: supportive love, forgiving love, empowering love, and tough love (if its love).

Respect. As the great Dr. Seuss said, “A person is a person no matter how small.”

A good example at home. Not a perfect one, but one in which people respect one another, use language that builds others up, and provides the peace that a home should provide.

 

And Caesar. What belongs to Caesar?

 

Authority, but to what extent? Enforcement, but in what ways?

 

Are there “two kingdoms?” And has God ordained them both- one in heaven and one on earth?

 

Is faith something we hold in our hears and keep to ourselves… or is it something that must be seeable, in our polity and in our politics?

 

Can we worship the Christian flag and the American flag, or is it inappropriate to worship either one?

 

Is Caesar's world off-limits to Christians, or is it the arena in which we feed the hungry, fight for justice and set the prisoners free?

 

Is faith a private matter or a public act?

 

These are the questions that God asks us today. Let take inventory of what we owe to our friends, our country, our church, our employer, and for that matter, our country club. Let’s list what we owe to God and others, and then take stock in how we are doing! 

 

May we become more aware about our relationships and may we also struggle with Caesar and Christ. What do we owe to each of them? Nothing? All? Or something in between? Amen!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

the little gods we worship

Our God is in the heavens; he does whatever he pleases.
Their idols are silver and gold, the work of human hands.
They have mouths, but do not speak; eyes, but do not see.
They have hands, but do not feel; feet, but do not walk;
Those who make them are like them; so are all who trust in them.” Ps. 115

 

Although I’ve long since forgotten where I saw it, I remember a cartoon that showed a well-dressed middle-aged couple kneeling before a huge, golden, dollar sign. They were worshiping the sign and the woman said, “I was happier when we were Presbyterian!” Happier, for sure, because money doesn’t listen, or talk, or care at all. Jesus noted that it is impossible to worship both God and money and he warned against the love of money again and again.

 

A God who gives life and restores life. A God who listens to prayers and invites us to listen to him. A God who gave his Son so we would live… or an idol made of wood and stone? It seems like a no-brainer, but it’s not. Many people prefer to worship themselves instead of a God whom they can’t see or control. Many people, even more, prefer to store their treasure on Wall Street, where they can see it, rather than in heaven, where it’s in God’s hands. Many of us would be just as quick to demand a golden idol as the Israelites were in our passage today, which comes from the 24 chapter of Exodus. You know the story. When the people saw that Moses was so long in coming down from the mountain, they cried, “Come, make us gods^[ who will go before us. And Aaron, who could’ve reminded that they were in God’s hands- the same God who had parted the sea for them, answered appeased them instead, “Bring me the gold earrings that your wives and children are wearing, he said, and when they did, he proclaimed, “These are your gods, who brought you up out of Egypt!” It was an absurd and pathetic violation of the 2^nd commandment and God lost his patience with them. “Stand back,” he said to Moses, while I destroy this people and I will start again with you. But in one of his finest moments, Moses asked God to forgive their sin… or blot him out of the book he had written.

 

It’s a powerful passage which invites us to ask ourselves a few questions: Do we ever become impatient with God? How long will we keep the faith if our leader is gone and our God is silent? How often are we tempted to take matters into our own hands and to place our trust in the things we can see and hold? God was powerful, the Israelites knew that, but he also seemed unreliable. They needed a god, even a small god, who would always be with them and never give them cause to worry, How about us? How small is the God we worship? In the 12-Step world, someone told me that your god is that person or thing that you can’t imagine living without. Your idol is the person or thing that you think about every day. It is the person or thing that you count on in times of sorrow and need, and it is the person or thing you turn to when it is time to celebrate. As Tim Keller states in his book Counterfeit Gods, an idol is “anything more important to you than God, anything that absorbs your heart and imagination more than God, and anything that you seek to give you what only God can give.”  

 

1. Alcohol

 

From 1965 to 1976, my idol was alcohol. I needed it daily. I would go out of my way to get it and I would get frantic if it wasn’t around. I loved it. I thought about it constantly. and I couldn’t imagine life without it. It drove me to abandon my best self and to compromise my principles. For me, alcohol was my servant, my friend, and finally my master, but there are many idols contending for our worship.

 

2. Self

The theologian, Karl Barth, noted that we are prone to worship ourselves in a loud voice and pretend that we are worshiping God. Kenneth Hought with Stephen Ministries notes that we are all tempted to worship the “omnipotent baby within,” the little god who wants what he/she wants…right now! We are tempted to worship ourselves and our own needs and agendas, and if worshiping Christ jeopardizes that, we simply leave Christ behind. Worshiping ourselves won’t work, of course, because we are hopelessly flawed.

3. Security

Security is one of our most basic needs, whether we’re talking about getting in from the rain, earning enough to get our daily bread, or saving enough to make things work when we are old. Feeling secure is a basic need, whether we’re talking about binkies for babies, or simply believing that the one we love will be with us tomorrow. Jesus knew that we needed to feel secure, but he said that God would keep us secure. Jesus said that we should not panic when we are in the valley of death, or worry about tomorrow, which is God’s time!

4. Wealth

God’s biggest competitor is money, which is a bit like alcohol because it takes our souls and rules our lives. In it’s most basic form, money is nothing more than a currency that allows us to obtain things that we couldn’t grow or make. Money serves us, then it walks with us, and then it has its way with us. We count it. We watch it grow and it leads us to believe that we are somebody special. Money and self-worth have been hopelessly intertwined forever, which is why the first thing we often ask when we meet someone is: what do you do? But we are only rich when we store our treasure up in heaven.

Well, I could go on and on because the list of people and things that we are prone to worship is long, and it varies between people, and within the same person at different points in his/her lives. But I will conclude by asking you to consider what might be an idol in your own lives.

 

1.     Is there anything for which you would sacrifice your beliefs?

2.     Will you get angry if you can’t have or experience it?

3.     Do you value it over people in your lives?

4.     Does it bring you closer to God or make your relationship with God more difficult?

 

Was it a sin for an impatient people who had spent their entire lives in a culture where gold idols were worshiped to worship one themselves? Was it a sin for Aaron, who had seen the awesome power of God and who knew exactly where his brother was, to proclaim that a hunk of gold was the god who had delivered them? Of course. It was a sin because it “missed the mark,” and violated the 2^nd Commandment directly. But the greater truth is that, while we don’t worship golden calves in the 21^st century, we are prone to worship ourselves and the people and things that we think we cannot live without. Let us make sure that we are without sin before we throw the first stone. Amen!

 

October 2, 1976 is my Sobriety Birthday, which means that it has been 44 years since alcohol tempted and controlled me. Good riddance! God is good.

 

 

 

 

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FORGIVE... AS IF YOUR JOY, PURPOSE, AND FOREVER... DEPENDS ON IT

"Forgive them, Father, for they don't know what they're doing." They haven't been able to let go of their fears, prejudices, greed, and illusions. They have all strayed. They're all lost. They're all caught up in the moment. They are afraid of dying and afraid of living too, if that means trusting you. Forgive them for they know not what they do. "Hear their prayer and their supplications, and forgive thy people which have sinned against thee." (2 Chron. 6) "Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors." "Bear with one another and forgive one another as the Lord has forgiven you." (1 Col. 3:13) "If you forgive others, God will forgive you..." (Matt. 16:14) "Get rid of bitterness, rage, anger, slander- forgive each other." (Eph. 4) "When you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive them." (Mark 11:25) As Stephen was being stoned to death, he cried out, "O God, do not hold this sin against them." (Acts 7) After Jacob deceived Esau and their father, he ran and hid and lived with the guilt for years. But when he met Esau again, after he had done business with the Living God at Peniel, the two of them hugged and wept. (Gen 33:4) After they had sold him into slavery, Joseph saw his brothers again when they came to him for food years later. By then, Joseph was a powerful official in Egypt. He had power, money, and everything he wanted, but the Bible says that when he met his brothers, he excused himself, went into an adjacent room, and sobbed so loudly that everyone in the palace heard him. (Gen. 45) Such is the power of letting go and the grace of reconciliation. The story of the Loving Father, the one we call the Prodigal Son, is another story of healing and forgiving, which is the only action that will open the door to a new beginning. Forgiving others lies at the heart of any Christian's journey! For those who ponder WWJD, forgiving others is the most Christ-like thing that we can do because it sets people free and allows them to breathe fresh air again, ourselves included. "The weak can never forgive," Ghandi noted, because it takes strength to forgive. "He who doesn't have the power to forgive, doesn't have the power to love." (Martin Luther King) "To be a Christian is to forgive the inexcusable," C.S. Lewis noted, "because God has forgiven the inexcusable in you." "Forgiveness is the final form of love." Reinhold Niebuhr said that, and the cross indicates that he is right. "Forgiveness is love's toughest work- it's love's power to break nature's rules." (Lewis Smedes) Yes, forgiveness will set us free to be and love ourselves; it will set us free to love our neighbors, our competitors, our enemies; and it will set us free from the never ending cycle of keeping score and getting even, keeping score again.... People say that we're only human, but Christ is able to make us fully human, so that we won't have to be ruled by everything that smiles and glitters, or hurts our feelings, as we go along. We all know the Pentecost story that is told so well in the 2nd chapter of the Acts of the apostles, but there is another passage that we could read on Pentecost, and it is found in John 20:19ff. "On the evening of that first day of the week, when the disciples were together, with the doors locked for fear of the Jewish leaders, Jesus came and stood among them and said, Shalom alakem, he said. “Peace be with you!” After he said this, he showed them his hands and side. The disciples were overjoyed when they saw the Lord. Again Jesus said, Shalom alarm. “Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.” And with that he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone’s sins, their sins are forgiven; if you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.” Receive the Holy Spirit and then get out there and forgive someone. Forgive them of little sins that annoy you and forgive them of big sins that crush you. Forgive them if they have asked for forgiveness and if they haven't asked. Forgive them if they seem sorry about their words and actions, and forgive them if they don't. Forgive them if you think they will be grateful, and forgive them if you think they won't. Forgive, forgive, and forgive. Forgive as a way of life. 77 times, over and over again, until you begin to wonder about it yourself. Forgive for their sakes, because they are children of God, because they're frightened and fragile, just like you, because you have been commanded to. Forgive for your own sake, to set yourself free, and also, make sure to forgive yourself. Accept the truth that you are forgiven in Christ and let that truth set you free. Unless you forgive yourself, you will be forever imprisoned by the mask you choose to wear. Forgive, finally, for Christ's sake. Forgive because he has told you to, forgive, even more, because He has forgiven you! All people need forgiveness. We can't forgive them, and won't even want, to unless we forgive ourselves. Not forgiving others blocks our relationship with God. Forgiveness is a choice on our part. It is not a deal we make with someone who deserves it. Forgiveness is not something we offer from time to time, but a permanent inclination in our heart. Forgiving others is what Jesus did. Judging others is what he told us not to do. Forgiving others is the most Christian thing we can do, except for loving others, but we can't love if we don't forgive. I don't know the context in which he wrote these words, but I apply them to my Lord. Ralph Waldo Emerson said this: "His heart was as great as the world, but there was no room in it... to hold the memory of a wrong." Amen.